Bye July!

Last day of July today. Remember how I spent my July last year makes me wanna die. Somehow I didn't really had an enjoyable July last year but I am thankful that I'm spending it happily this year :)

This month I really learned a lot of things. My life have become so much better, so much positive, so much happiness. To the reason why I enjoy so much with my youth is because when I grow up, I do not have the time to even eat good foods around, I need to take care my family, earn a living and etc. It's okay if people out there are laughing at me saying that I am so old and yet I still take money from my parents. Let them be because I know at the end of the day, when I grow old, I gonna repay them double of what they have done for me. What I said, I mean it. So what if my holiday expenses I ask from my parents? So what they buy me branded? Does that mean that I'm not gonna treat them for overseas trip and buy them branded in future? No right? I believe that they want me to enjoy my youth so much and I gonna let them enjoy theirs when they retire :) 

Dad: You should be thankful that whatever you asked for, I will give. Remember study hard and earn a lot of money in future.

Me: Nah, I gonna shake leg at home. (HAHAHAHA)

So, I always tell my dad I gonna be a taitai wannabe but I hope he knows I am joking. I seriously don't wanna stay at home shake leg. Will work hard with my ATJK :)

To the 3 birthdays peeps!

Gonna list down the food I had every month for memories and I wanna know what restaurants I've been to before. 

Furthermore, nobody read this space except for bf so I write everything I want! YAY HAHAHA. 

 Canopy Garden Dining & Bar, Choupinette, Uncle Leong, Mad for Garlic, Casa Roma, Paul, Crystal Jade, Arbite, Antoinette 

Ambush, Itacho sushi, Cups N Canvas, The book Cafe, Nihon Mura, KungFu Paradise, Pizza Hut, 

Coffee Bean, Kith Cafe, Swee Choon, Ice Edge Cafe, Maki San. 

That sum up my awesome July. 

Till then, I love A :) GOODBYE. 

Hectic week, be good to me.

• WS test 2
• IP presentation
• WS presentation
• MRP quiz
• INV presentation

And so, I wish this hectic week gonna be over soon. Can't wait for this weekends that I gonna play and enjoy like crazy before my final exam. I HOPE TO SUNTAN THIS WEEKEND! :D

Alright, some update of my life...

Idk if I should be happy or what? Him being the OIC for his camp. Happy because he is able to show leadership skills, sad because every single morning and night he is so dam busy and we spent quite little time talking otp. Oh well, really don't know what to feel about it. Just want this 3-6mths to be over soon. Since I have waited for 10months, what's 6months? Can't wait for people to tell him "since she wait for you till your army is over, she's the one for you" HAHAHAHAHA. Really, that's like the happiest moment when someone gonna say that. (But nvm, everyone have alr keep asking me to get marry with him, tsktsk) 

Officially quit something I wanted to since like don't know 2 years back? Actually not really quit, I just wanna fast from social network. I don't want people to know about my life anymore. I love how my life to be so private. I wanna learn how to share my things/feelings with him, friends or family instead of the social network. 

It's really weird that how my friends love to listen to my relationship stories. It's really sweet to hear how people thinks that my bf is like the rarest guy on Earth. Everytime when I mention about him, it makes me feel proud of it. Because everyone say he's the right guy that I could ever find. A mature, sensible, thoughtful guy that I could ever ask for ;) 

 Okay nuff say, gonna continue my project. 

Happy weeks!

Thanks for making use of me. Really sad that you're close to me for some purpose then you found someone else you like, you won't contact me. lol, why can't we just be friends? So difficult? Guys are just guys.... FUCK FUCK FUCK! FUCK ALL THE GUYS WHO WANNA GET CLOSE TO GIRLS FOR SOME MOTIVE. FRIENDS ALSO CANNOT AH?! This is why u make me post my bf photos on instagram to make things clear! okay get it? If not I won't keep posting my bf photo on instagram. Because my instagram got alot of camp friends that I don't want them to know things about me :(

Btw, I am sad but not those sad sad. But is those raging sad.
Okay this is one of the sad thoughts but it will be gone soon :)

HAPPY WEEK AHEAD. OMG OMG DAM HAPPY I WANNA DIE. LOL!
No where to express my happiness so I shall secretly post it here.
I don't wanna post it on my twitter because I am afraid people judge me or say I show off or whatever.

Really feed myself with all the good food for 2 weeks!
Nihon murah, kith for the second time, choupinette, uncle leong, canopy garden, arbite, kungfu paradise, casa roma, crystal jade, paul, cups and canvas, book cafe and 5 sets of happy meal just to get the toys! HAPPIEST 2 WEEK SIA.

Also, 3 birthdays! (ultra broke buying their present!)

43rd

HAPPY 3Y7MTHS

Since it's our monthsaries, then I shall dedicate a post to him! 

Every month during our monthsaries, I got so much to thank him but it's like I always thank him for being so awesome at the end of everyday. HAHAHAHA. So I lost of words to tell him. At least he felt what I feel deep inside my heart :) 

Not a type of couple who celebrates monthsaries. We only do it once a year coz we believe we can reach till a point of every year till we grow old. (maybe because we are old enough and monthsaries only for those who think they won't last) I think I am some bad ass shit because I always laugh at people when they every month post their dedication of love and celebrates their love. IDK WHY BUT IT FEELS WEIRD BECAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL THAT YOUR R/S WON'T LAST OR WHATEVER (BUT THIS IS MY JUDGMENT) HAHAHA. Okay, then yet again everyday is a valentine day right? Treat your love right and well. Don't waste your youth spending on the wrong person. 

Honestly, as discussed with my friends, they said guys with good personality eventually will become attractive and good looking. IDK WHY BUT IT'S SO TRUE. (judging people in my poly) Why is that so? But seriously, with good heart, you really become a plus point. 

ON A HAPPIER NOTE, SOMEONE MENTIONED THAT MY BF IS HANDSOME AND THE OTHERS AGREED AND I LAUGHED AND SMILED TO MYSELF HAHAHAHA SHIT. Tbh, I never thought someone will said that because I honestly think that there are so much better looking guy. But yet again, to me he's the most handsome and cutest guy on Earth la :) Happy anot uh? HAHAHAHAH. It's dam rare for me to praise him la. 

Me: I heard my friends saying you handsome and keep asking you to find us. Happy anot? 

A: Okay only lor. Most impt is you think I am anot?

Me: HAHAHA, of coz not la! :P 

A: OKAY LOR. (show me the kelian face)

DAM FUNNY I WANNA LAUGH! I CRYED. LOL! 

OKAY BYEBYE I WANNA LAUGH SO BADLY. 

July week 2

• Just love my macbook pro so much because we can create extra desktop and the things won't look so messy. OMG, dam cool. Can do lots of things and categorise them in different desktop.
• So happy that my classmates praise my driving and said I drove very steady. Even my uncle said I don't drive like a woman(which is a good thing) but I think my parking is like a woman because I always do correction(which is a bad thing). Gonna train till I don't wanna do correction but they said need lots of practice. 
• It's weird that I don't wanna drive to school even my dad asked me to. Oh god, tell me why am I so weird? I seriously love being a passenger HAHAHA. (*hint*)
• Drove to Riders cafe and it's close for renovation. 
• Casa Roma like finally! The pizza is dam awesome. 
• C's and S's 21st birthday.
• 5 Projects gonna due this month.
• Gonna drive my bf out tmrw for lunch! (gonna pamper him and make him feel so loved) 
• Saw so many nice bikinis! My hands dam itchy!! 
• Wanna suntan so badly! 
• Define shape on my stomach soon please.
• Diet, running and exercise. 
• Gonna get new spects! 

Anyway, dam lazy to blog. Just wanna list somethings down for the week. 

Okay goodbye. 

July

Woke up too early for school and now I have too much time to spare so I shall blog something.

1) Watched (500) days of summer. This show is kinda relatable to most relationship. Sometimes you may think that he/she will be the right one but then things slowly fade out.

Anyway, I swear this is a super nice proposal. For the first time I teared while watching something so loving and touching hahaha! I always think that proposal and marriage is the most important thing in your life because you can only do it once and it's the start of another chapter of your life. Why not do it nicely? But yet again, sometimes you want things to be simple coz it's rather tedious to plan. (Not at an appropriate age to talk about marriage, kbye) 

3) 3 more months and I seriously don't know what to do. I don't like spending and planning something big. But it's like the tradition in my family that I need a party. I hate facing crowds. I don't feel secure when everyone look at me(when they sing songs for me). I don't like all those but yet again, you need to do it.. The feeling is exciting but sometimes I keep telling myself I should just get it done and over. It's like a pre-marriage wedding when everyone look at you and clap and congratulate you. Haha, sigh sigh... I have been trying real hard to cut down on the number of people! Especially acquaintance. It's like the most awkward feeling when we only meet when there's 21st birthday? Wtf, I don't need that type of people. I don't need too many people, all I need is those who are my friends that watched me grow up and I truly keep in touch with. 

4) kbye, gonna be late for school. 

June

So I have decided. Decided to blog, not everyday but once a month. Because I wanna keep track of what happened for the month so in future I can read back. But anyway, my blog is kinda private. I think less than 5 people know? Because ever since I graduated from secondary school, I never tell anyone about me having a blog :) HAHAHA. I wanna be low profile. Moreover, no one will read blog nowadays. (because I don't too HAHAHA)

So, lets talk about June. June is a happy month for me. Like really... I am super happy. I don't know why maybe because I listen to this song by Michael Buble - It's a beautiful day. It really brighten up my day everyday. That's why I am so cheerful for this month.

First week of June was quite hectic. Celebrated Cj's 21st and I think we kinda disappoint her. I can totally feel it. I really wish that we all could stay just to make her happy. But ended up, we didn't. Sigh, I don't what I else I can say when nobody wanna put themselves in her shoe. Oh well, nevermind it's over. So I had my first common test on a Saturday, paper was manageable. (Gotten back my results and  I didn't expect myself to score so low.. All thanks to the calculation part. Sigh, gotta work doubly hard)

Second week of June, had 3 papers and was pretty screwed up more or less but all the grades are pretty expected. But my screwed up in terms of not getting A, heh. Anyway, after the last paper went over to IT fair to get A's laptop and speaker. So happy for him! He finally gotten a new laptop. Then we also had BKT. Headed over to Desaru with my families. It's been long since we all went overseas together. The last trip was to Japan. Sigh, I miss the times when we all had the same schedule and can go overseas together.

Third week of June. I didn't expect myself to be so busy.. Like seriously? I even told A that I wanna complete all my assignment during the holidays because I do not have much plan but I turn out to be so pack for the whole 2 weeks...... seriously?! Poly friends came over to my house to gym and slack. Yay, they enjoyed so much and request me to host it again. HAHAHA. Had Mcdelivery over at my house and watched the 9pm show together :) So family-ish, heh. Dated my bf since Thursday till Monday! We almost toured the whole Singapore till we have no plans. Headed to Riders cafe to celebrate our 42nd monthsaries(I can say it wasn't a celebration? It was just a dinner but since it falls on our monthsary then I shall say it's a celebration? HAHAHA) Then headed over to town. (lost of what we did after that) Saturday we had photoshoot at studio. Finally we have the time to do it. Yay, so this is also part of our monthsary gift? HAHAHA. (whatever) Then we headed over to marina barrage. Walked from one end to another end. It's dam nice spending such moment with your love ones. I think we walked for 2hrs then we seat at barrage thinking that there's fireworks(ndp rehearsal). Sunday, wanna go suntan but both of us couldn't get up, or maybe it's me(?) HAHA. His bed dam comfy can :( & he knows I really wanna go suntan with my bikini which only wore it once! ARGH. I need to wear it more often!! Hopefully we have the time to go suntan soon. I prefer to be abit more tan than being white. Sigh sigh sigh. And also getting the tan line is such a sex. So, we went to cycle from his house to punggol and catching(?) the sunset. Punggol is really a nice place to cycle! OMG, I wanna go there again :) So after we bath and stuff, it's already 9pm. & we haven't get our dinner. Wanna have chomgpang nasi lemak(A claims that it's the best nasi lemak but it's closed) after dinner, head over to udders, didn't expect it to be so freaking pack and the crowd actually makes me feel like heading home. (For the past 4 days while we were touring the whole SG(from west to east), bf smiled and say, I am so happy because it remind me how our future will be like, how you sleep inside the car while I am driving home. It's dam awwwwwww feeling haha)

Fourth week of June, received a freaking happy good news. YAY YAY YAY. It's like the rare chance given to me! Haven't share this piece of good news yet but I shan't because to people it might not be a good news but to me it is. HEHEHE, can't wait. Headed over to lt's house, met up with some friends for some food hunting and pool(surprisingly I won 2 of the guys), celebrated Alice's 22nd birthday, dinner to celebrate cousin's 1st class honours.

Pretty sum up the month of June.

Was a really low profile kind of girl in school that not much people know my status. But it's gone too far that I need to be high profile about my relationship status so to prevent people from disturbing me with other guy. So, I started posting me and A's photo on instagram on this special day of ours, 42nd monthsaries. Was kinda shocked that there's like 122likes?! Idk why, to me it's like nothing special........ but oh well. Happy for people who's happy for me. Thank you people (L)

Glad to have you in my life. It's the god's gift. Thanks. I can never find a guy, who's some-what like my dad, who dotes me so much, pamper me, care for me endlessly, give me the best of everything, go extra mile, a guy who won't get angry, a guy who feeds me whenever I am lazy to eat, a guy who offer everything to me, never give me attitude, always so positive. AHHH, BLESSED.

edit // Anyway, speaking of internship, school offered us to have our internship as SIA air stewardess! It's like dam rare opportunity but I didn't go for it. Being air stew is actually one of my dream but my parents always remind me that don't go just for money because health is more important :( sigh..... but my friends are so encouraging! They even say they will support me to go. haha, awww. If I got the chance again, I will :) Dam dam dam, then I will be literally travel around the world. WOOHOO, okay. I might really consider :/ (provided my family and him will agree) 

Also, recently me and A have been rather stress over many issues. Sitting down and chatting about what I should start learning now before I graduate and also very thankful that cousin guide us along. Sigh, really stress. I hope we can do it. And it's so nice sitting down chatting about what we should start now. Can't wait to enjoy this future with him. I know it'll be lovely. He will be a good dad(like my dad) YAY. Gonna spoil my kids, BLEAK(for you pie)

Goodbye, till then. See you on July.